different guy different night

sunday after work went to play soccer. not too many people showed up but enough for v 4. there were 8 guys and....me. i felt so awkward at first but i held my own and we played for two hours. it was wonderful. this guy danny who i used to run into everywhere, even when i went to germany and holland!, showed up. i used to think he was super hot and now i don't think he's attractive at all but still i am attracted lol. anyways i hope he comes this sunday too even tho its my last sunday in town. sunday night dan wanted to do something but i had quasi plans with mike which of course didn't happen. then i was just too tired to call dan back so i went to bed. monday i slacked off all day and then went to work. after work i met mikey at the movies and we went to see wedding crashers. i had seen marisa fredrickson at the mall and then saw her again at the movies but she was with heather magnan. they were making idiots of themselves...some things don't change. the movie was really funny tho so i enjoyed that. yesterday i did some work around the house and then i went over to jack's to watch great expectations cuz he had never seen it. then we just hung out for awhile and talked about school. i love jack....he's one of my favorites. i have a manicure today and then i'm calling diego to see if we are still going to the beach but i dunno if i want to go ne more anyways. mikey wanted to do something again tonight but i dunno if i want to do that either. tomorrow i have my massage and justin is coming down from fort myers to go to a bar. but i don't want him to get drunk and i'm certainly not getting drunk either. ahhh we shall see.
i do feel bad cuz dan has called me everyday to see what i'm doing and i have been hanging out with a different guy every night. doesn't look to good.